Learn to grow in stranger's land

It has been few months, since the time I'm going back to my hometown. The feeling of been a stranger in other place makes me feel so bad especially when you need someone to lean on. Things are not going the way it should be, life always go this way! Life - full on unexpected things, no matter sweet, sad, joy, tears, memorable and UNMEMORABLE (shouldn't occupy a place to keep it). For this moment, I should know how to grow on my own when having difficulties because depending on others sometime makes me feel that I'm sick and useless! People can help you sometimes, but not all the time. We need a good planning no matter in what we do, a small or little mistake we made might cause us a lots! Staying away from my hometown was really very terrible and horrible experiences for me but I feel glad that I have grown a lot from my experiences. It makes me a better person that grow in life....