my unSpeakable Voices

PRICE UP = Rakyat ANGER UP

2008-04-17T22:14:00.000-07:00

After the 12th "erection", it seems that promised given by the ruling party are fake! Why are there rise for the price of rice? It is uncontrollable or you are unavailable to take actions against those culprits behind this? Weak ruling and breaking of promises will haunt you guys in the next GE. Stop denying peoples victory and try to focus on what makes your party so weak? Chronism, corruption, ego and conservative democracy and non-free media are the main factors that make people hate their government. Anger might make people tend not to make the right choice during the right time! Think and act wisely before its too late, anyway its time to change. Get rid these shits and start over with a new revolution for better tomorrow. We want a new Malaysia with full freedom in speech, media, human rights, voice up dissatisfactions and other unfair treatment against some minorities. Equal rights for the "Rakyat", democracy rules! Save Malaysia from darkness age, grow new seed for the future of the people.

Learn to grow in stranger's land

2008-04-17T05:58:00.000-07:00

It has been few months, since the time I'm going back to my hometown. The feeling of been a stranger in other place makes me feel so bad especially when you need someone to lean on. Things are not going the way it should be, life always go this way! Life - full on unexpected things, no matter sweet, sad, joy, tears, memorable and UNMEMORABLE (shouldn't occupy a place to keep it). For this moment, I should know how to grow on my own when having difficulties because depending on others sometime makes me feel that I'm sick and useless! People can help you sometimes, but not all the time. We need a good planning no matter in what we do, a small or little mistake we made might cause us a lots! Staying away from my hometown was really very terrible and horrible experiences for me but I feel glad that I have grown a lot from my experiences. It makes me a better person that grow in life....

My Day with Mobile under Low Battery

2008-04-11T09:16:00.001-07:00

As you guys know, I'm now in Ampang (Rasheed house) because I have to attend a Microsoft workshop at Subang Jaya today. I have forgotten the most important things everyone should has bring when they go vacation or outstation >> "MY HANDPHONE CHARGER". My day was so terrible and bad, because I could not make any calls and keep on switching off my hp to make sure the lifespan of my half-dead battery can barely survive another day. Dennis forgotten to bring his charger for me when we were on our way to the workshop. Haiz, have to struggle again today.

Day 3 : Our Microsoft.Net course and PC Fair

2008-04-11T05:56:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY - We were on our journey to Selangor(Subang Jaya). We go all the way from UTM to Subang Jaya just to attend a course by Microsoft on GET STARTED WITH WINDOWS MOBILE PROGRAMMING on Friday(11/4/08). This course was really very great because it was conducted by a "sifu" in this field. He's great in explaining and presenting the lecture to us. Although we were tired due to less sleep(just couple of hour - last nite), we feel awake and motivated with his teaching style. My trip to KL this time going to be great, I learned and play the same time. Hehe, don't feel jealous about that! I learned how to program .net for windows mobile, besides that we are planning to go KLCC PC Fair tomorrow. Hooray, I never been to KL PC fair! I hope it going to be great experience for me this time, because starting from next week we will be having our exam. No time to relax, let make this few days wonderful. I'm feeling that now is the time to relax and enjoy, after few months of unstoppable assignments and projects by our cold-blooded lecturers. I hope I'm going to burn any-oils possible for my final examination when I'm going back to uni because I haven't start any revision at all yet. Starts to feel scared, but worry makes us feel bad. Just go ahead, enjoy and be happy for today. Get the rest worries come tomorow, as it will come anyway. Enjoy. More chatz coming for me .... have a nice day

Day 2 : Things I Learned Today!

2008-04-08T04:05:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning, I woke up and starts to turn on my laptop to check my site statistics and MSN for chatting. I chat with my sister thru MSN for about 30mins. During the chat, I can't stop myself for telling her the truth of what I have been facing this few terrible weeks. Unpredictable response from her this time, she didn't even scold me a word for what she used to be - "You dunno how to save money, always overspent and try to ask from our parents" . I was touched that this few magic words did not come out from her this time! Instead, she asked me to save and try to control my spendings on the necessary stuff only. Great starts of the day, words of encouragement from my sister! After chatting, I get myself ready to go motor bike shop to check the "white smoke from exhaust" problem for my bike. The mechanic who look like a very straight-forward person told me that I need to spend about RM200 to repair my bike. I just believe what he said, his words convince me that he will not cheat me. That's the feeling I had towards him. I called my mum to told her that I need $$ to repair my bike, she promised to bank-in money for me. Hooray, everything solved. I called k.t to fetch me back because I have to leave my motorbike at the workshop for one day to repair. Both of us go Pulai to have lunch, we went back after that. I even tapao for Nicole because she haven't had her lunch yet! I learned that things might not be that worse as what you think? It will be solved if you are willing to be direct and tell the truth like what I did to my sister, my mum and Nicole. Hopefully, everything will be fine after my motorbike problem settled.

Education shoud be free for everyone!

2008-04-08T01:11:00.000-07:00

Why are we paying for education ? Education should be free for everyone, instead of paying a lot but only the bookstores, professors, educationists and certain online bookstores who earn this uncountable incomes. It seems that the world are too realistic on money, they even sell their knowledges to the world to make themselves rich(which is one of THE LORD greatest gives to mankind). I'm glad that with Internet, certain education materials are made free for those who cannot afford. With the online tutorials that barely survive with just by advertising (Google Adsense) and some help from donations, it makes this world a better place for education to be fair and equal for everyone. Although the materials that we might downloads are illegal and breaking the laws on copyrights, I can't imagine how the education will educate the people if it were so expensive that only the affordable minority can further it to tertiary level. Just look at third world countries like Africans, how can they afford education if they can't fill their stomach with everyday meals? Can we grow without education? Take few minutes of your time, think and think!

PM Loser : Blaming Others Rather Than To Admit !

2008-04-07T11:11:00.000-07:00

I read some online news that make sense on how low mentality is required to become a Malaysia PM. Few weeks back, PM said that BN wons in the 12th general election but few days ago it turns into another version "We Lose!". Our PM was so naive that he can make statements that even a kid will know that you're lying. How can you said you won when you're actually lose! Such a loser PM, wonder why you did not resign due to BN poor performance in last GE? Never in history of Malaysia, such a PM that can make two inverse statements in less that few weeks. Even, Bush never did that! He admit he was in hurry to attack Iraq. Besides making statements, he also claimed that sabotage was the main reason why BN loses its 2/3 majority. If this was the case, it shows that your administration sucks big time! You doesn't have strong and faithful team running for you. Even your own people betray you, so you think staying and remaining in this seat was relevant for you? Kick off your ASS, dude

University : Heaven of Fake Friendships and Allied

2008-04-07T10:43:00.000-07:00

University is a place for us to gain knowledges, mix around with new friends, get used to new environment and not to be forgotten "MAKING FAKE FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHERS AND FORM UN-REAL FRIENDSHIP AND ALLIED". I really missed my time when I was in secondary school with all my best friends like Darren, Huey Shen, Chin Chay, Ban Hock and many more. During that schooling time, most of us never treat our friends as competitors like what I have seen here in University. Everything is about faking out, from assignment-based friendship to problem-based friendship and not to be missed exam-based friendship. Life was really sucks big time here, its too realistic that sometimes I feel that I'm still a dark-age era people living in Modern Age. You should learned how to survive on your own based on your ways to adapt to this environment and people. Sometimes, I can't be that fake which makes me try to isolate myself than to mix around with this ASSHOLES. Anyway, I'm one of those ASSHOLES because I need to protect my own-self as well! I just don't like this feeling when I'm staying in university. That's why I like to crap in blogs about my thoughts and view on this matter! I'm looking forward for semester break every time when I'm in university, home sweet home feeling makes me missed my home very much.

Day 1 : Regrets Never Pay-back

2008-04-07T10:21:00.000-07:00

Few months back, I bought a motorbike with some financial supports from my parents. Although it is 2nd hand, it causes me RM2000. The main purpose I bought a bike because my university transportation system was really terrible. The drivers are inconsistent in their driving schedule, some even skip few stations , I don't know why? Maybe they just don't like driving a bus, change new work lah if you don't like! I was pressured by my sisters that I should not spend my parents money on bike, so with what so-called GUTS I returned RM1000 back to my parents. Since then, I suffered a lot financially. My stupid motorbike keep on puncture consistently and some other minor repairs carry on for few months. I could not handle my spending anymore, I'm almost broke! Please, god I need guidance. Is it my mistake to return back the money to my parents when they did not ask back but due to cover my ASS ? I'm really in-need for $$.